After 17 years, I am once again single. Not where I imagined my life at this point and time. It has been an emotional roller coaster to say the least. The ups and downs of moving on and moving forward.
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~Author Unknown
As I have looked back I can see where things went wrong and where I could have improved myself to be a better person not only for me but also for my marriage. But honestly what good does this do? I cannot go back and change the past, I can only take the knowledge of what I did wrong and correct them, as to not make the same mistakes again. Which is so much easier said than done! When they say that hard habits are hard to break, they weren't kidding. How do you change something that has become such a part of you? It's ingrained into you and you honestly have no idea how to NOT do it. I may need some intense therapy!
Also looking back however, I have seen wonderful great times in my life. Moments that I will cherish and remember always and forever. Building blocks. I wonder honestly if there are so many moments like these, why? Unfortunately we are not the only ones who make decisions that affect our lives, and sometimes are forced to change our lives and deal with the effect of another persons decisions.
I try to keep positive - some days are so much easier than others. I take it day by day, hour by hour, and minute by minute. I try to find the happiness and the good in my new life.....
When a door closes, look for an open window!
When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal. ~Author Unknown
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